Tuesday(A Big Day)

This is my Big day the day when we meet again...Telling? nobody and nothing else...My Girl...My Ma...My Wife in the future...hmmm...this day we went to church to pray for the sins that we have made w/ each other...also i prayed for the sins that i made to her friends...the sin that mostly tear us apart...after we got to church and pray...we go to mall(Victo...) and pay for printed photo's of his friends in panabo and his nephew's mostly babies...ehehe...after that we go to a turo-turo restaurant and eat cause we are too hungry...and then my girlfriend went to her boarding house and change some clothes to be prepared for her FS in the elementary school near the victo mall...after that i go home and take sa nap...hehe...and not expecting the bankcard that i have been waiting for came...and my mother asked us(me and my sis) to go to a market to test our bank card...and we go to NCCC...we buy new pillow and my mew headset cause my old one is not working anymore...dammmm...just a few minute later we eat our snack w/ my mom and sis...and got home...and the day past and now I'm using mah new pillow just for a change...hehe...damm...day is so good...i hope my day for tomorrow will be more color full than this day...at this moment 10:39 in the eve...i will go to sleep w/ the joy in my lips that me and my girl got together again...tnx if there is someone reading this dammm post of mine! Stupid...(popoy said lately!)

Monday(Sad but Happy)

Monday 18 of August...Nag.away kami kagabi ng aking girlfriend...at muntikan na kaming maghiwalay...at naghintay ako hanggang umaga simula kagabi naghihintay sa kanyang sagot na di ko gustong makipaghiwalay sa kanya kasi siya lang ang tinitibok ng puso ko...siya lang talaga at wala ng iba pa...hanggang dumating ang oras na sinabi na niya na pupunta siya sa aming bahay pra isauli yaong sising namin...hanggang naubosan ako ng load at ayaw ko paring makipaghiwalay...isa akong martir na tao...ayaw na sa akin pinagpipilitan ko parin ang sarili ko...pro dumating ang oras na sinabi din nya sa akin na ayaw niya na ring makipaghiwalay kasi hindi niya rin kaya ang makipaghiwalay sa akin...ganun din naman ako...ang tuwa sa aking puso ay lubusan wala akong masabi kundi salamat at di kami naghiwalay...naagapan pa namin ang aming problema...at salamat din sa mga nakinig sa akin noung kami ay nag-away...cla ay si swanie...isa sa mga kabarkada ng aking kasintahan...sa tingin ko malaki ang tulong niya sa pagbalik loob namin...at si anne ang bestfriend ko na hindi ako iniwan noung ako ay walang masumbungan ng aking sinasaloob...at ky GOD na hindi ako iniwan...mga 6:09pm ng gabi na ngayon at hinihintay ko parin ang kaniyang pagdating...hanggang dito nalang...

Sunday(One of My saddest day!)

The day is Sunday 17th of August the moon is so bright and people have a nice time watching the moon but i am so lonely... My day is so lonely...I'm with my self on this sad Sunday...this is one of my saddest time's...this is one of those times i got to church alone...w/ nobody else w/ me even my friends...this day when i got home...i go to my bed w/ the tears in my eyes that i don't know whats the reason but my heart keeps hurting and my tears keep dropping and i don't know what to do...sometimes i think that i am too emotional crying w/out any hard reasons why am i crying...this day i didn't get to see my girlfriend cuz she's in her aunt and not able go back back soon cuz she don't have any class...but where texting each other...7:58pm...at this moment that i am writing this my tears stop dropping...I don't know whats the reason...I think it is just that i have put out my emotional feelings to this stupid writings of mine...i love my self but i think i love most my girlfriend...
i miss my girlfriend...
i miss when we are together going to church and pray to God...
praying that our relationship would be stronger than the other day...
getting stronger every day!...
i hope so...

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"Then, without realizing it, I try to improve myself at the start of each new day; of course, i achieve quite a lot in the course of time. Anyone can do this, it costs nothing and is certainly very helpful. Whoever doesn't know it must learn and find by experience that a quiet conscience makes one strong."